…this is how I’m feeling…increasingly…I suspect I won’t be on my own…love to everyone 
I ask how has this happened?
I just don’t understand
Everything was beautiful
Everything was grand
The road ahead was open
And we were moving on
So many things we did
So many things to come
The love we had was special
We said so every day
And then the road just ended
You were taken far away
Now I’m a lone hitch hiker
Standing by this road
But nobody is stopping
To help me with my load
In my head I’m screaming
I’m shouting loud and clear
But everybody carries on
As if I’m just not here
Some well meaning people
Unhelpful things they say
“At least you have your memories
To look on through each day”
But memories are painful
Recalling happy times
All it says is you’re not here
That messes with my mind
And then the caring people
Continue on their way
Though they only meant to help
I pain with things they say
And life returns to normal
For everybody else
Whilst I traverse this empty road
Alone, that is my fate…
…still needing a lift…what happend? 
