. I miss our chatts . I miss paul like crazy and all ways will . I hate the loneliness of having someone to hold and share them moments when you need someone just to share a drink a theatre night or 9
a holiday xx I hope you’re feeling better than me x
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It’s been 12 weeks today since I lost my beloved husband to cancer, it feels like yesterday. Im struggling everyday to carry on without him, i would give anything to have him back so I can hug him and hear him say its going to be ok
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Its funny but the one thing I thought I would be able to cope with in this nightmare was the lonelyness, but like so many going through this, I’ve found it the hardest to deal with.
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Im like you mickuk, i thought that id be able to cope without him (i even made a joke about it).
Waking up to an empty house and not seeing or speaking to him everyday is unbearable. Now im not living im existing. All I want to do is be with and now just counting the day’s until that time.
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I know how you feel.I’m in the same situation.The loneliness is dreadful.No one to share day to day things,laughing,chatting going out together and making plans.Hope you will better soon,I understand what you are going through.x
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This morning I went for breakfast with my friend, (the counsellor told me to try and go out). I thought it was ok this was the first time I actually spoke without crying (I still had tears in my eyes).
When I got home I couldn’t stop crying as I felt guilty that for the first time I went an hour without crying.
This pain in my heart is unbearable and I miss him so much, I miss being able to tell him how I feel and hearing him say “hey baby do you need a hug and to let it all out” and then he’d hug me.
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