Hi, your so right we don’t have a choice. We just have to try our best every lonely day. I believe that one day I will be reunited with him . I have to believe that .it helps me get through all this crap existence ( life) . Init only lost my husband I lost the best part of me . I don’t know who I am now what I’m suppose to be or do . I find if a problem crops up. It doesn’t seem to bother me . What’s the worst that could happen . The worst thing has already happened my husband dying. I just seem to muddle through each day. I’m sure he is sending me love and strength to just keep on keeping on . Xtake carex