One can be amongst a lot of people, even if they are lonely - or alone too, yet still we can feel alone, yet to be with that one person who knows us inside and out we would never feel alone…my partner Richard was with me ( in body ) for the past 20 years of my life, the best part of my life…he was just always there…
Jackie…
It sounds like you’ve given up Jackie xxx
I think its that " fight or flight syndrome…" my mornings are my worst…my reality…
Through my life i have hallways needed that escape route, as and when…
Yes Mornings are the worst when you awake then the reality hits you. Please keep going dont give up find your happy memories xx
Never thought I would be like this, used to enjoy lone time, kids moved on wife at work had day of, just pottering around, time flew by, till pick up wife time, now days are so long no contact until weekend when see grandchildren then it’s few hours, most of friends moved or passed, trying various groups clubs, not a pub person and having suffered strokes mobility not as good, just me tv,radio, iPad wish wife was still here with me.