Dear Chelsea22. I know exactly what you mean i to lost my husband in April 2020 to covid like your husband. yes we learn to live with the pain and sadness i have tried to deal with what happened but am still finding life difficult i will put on my happy face over Christmas with my children and grandchildren but my heart will always be heavy with the loss of my soulmate but we all carry on with the love in our hearts for them. Love to you. Jenny. X
