why am i so lonely tonight sat here in tears my stomach in knots had a another panic attack again im getting to hate them my friend helps me a lot but i want my husband back so desperately i know he was a alcoholic and the last months was hard,but i miss his voice in the arguments just texted my daughter but none of my kids phone me to see how i am i lost my dad when i was 13 my mother who is still alive at 92 has told me more or less to pull myself together and my friend heard her when she thought no one was listening has she talks loudly to herself after the funeral that i was a drama queen i feel i have no one to turn to i hate the weekends im also having intrusive thoughts im starting grief councilling monday so hope it helps i feel so broke
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So sorry for your loss and the fact your family are unsupportive. Just because your husband was an alcoholic doesn’t mean you feel his loss any less. You’re entitled to grieve him in any way you chose, everyone on here understands. I lost my partner just over three months ago I feel your pain.
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