Let’s hope a dry weekend. Caravan way we go new forest look out the bryant is out All depends on weather though fingers crossed go to camp me an tina went 18 years back homesley
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Yes. I’ve redecorated too (well, not actually me: some decorators did the hard work) and bought lots of new stuff for the house. Including a new bed. Not because I want to forget Alan but because I need to love my home. And it needs to be ‘my’ home. My sanctuary. Not a memorial. The memories we shared will always be with me and I don’t need a cupboard full of old clothes to remind me. I have completely revamped my wardrobe as well. I didn’t want to be forever thinking ‘the last time I wore this….’. I suspect that we are in a small minority with this but I believe that everyone has a different way to handle things and it is important to share different perspectives. By the way, my friend has a cushion with her husband’s picture on and he’s not dead….eek. X
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I’ve started the kitchen finished the hall way. Sorting kitchen cupboards loads jars spices stuff never going to use I’m no cook so probably food banks or bin tea towel used ones can become rags there so so so much. Think Tina was a collector xx I can’t talk my garage umm she would said the same smiling to my self writing this weekend almost here. Well best get to the big shop rest of the day mine
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Morning all hope everyone had a good weekend and did something positive typical start to Monday it’s raining
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I also dont cook anymore i eat cereals,crisps,crackers rubbish food because cant be bothered, i relied on him to do all the long driving now i have to learn to do motorway driving which scares me. He was a builder and i have to sell his tools etc and all the stuff he would never throw away.
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Sorry for your loss.
I just wanted to say how inspirational this post is. You sound so confident and strong. Good luck with finding fulfillment and peace 
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I’m like that bunny got a new chef in does meals for one there not bad fill gap microwave got a name now chef Mike I can you’d it . It’s horrible life changed couple of weeks going. To see one of them medam see if Tina can reach out to me x
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I just hope I can see things from your perspective. soon your doing so well!
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I think we will. It’s just early days for both of us. X
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In your on time bunny iv just taken tina clothes a make up out of the main bedroom a put into bin liners an in spare room. There loads of clothes x next step check an out into cancer shops. To sell a put it in to .to find a cure tina was in hospital a whole year 2023 jan and 15.12.23 she lost here fight xx something I’ll never get over 4months on a taken little steps. Not saying it’s easy but it little better then it was. Look after yourself .thats what im saying was 90kilo. A now 68 kilo not eating did care was told it’s not your time yet Tina would not want this your time will come but not now .so bunny if I can do it so can you bit by bit day by day
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How you keeping bunny not been on for while loads to keep me busy
Hi, im feeling lost have been for a few days i wander round the house looking for things to do and that needs doing and so does that but just keep wandering past them, also the loneliness is getting worse, i bet you wish you never asked now lol
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Nope not at all it is horrid the lonely house the empty rooms wondering in one room to another. Been out in garden to day sitting there here people around the gardens talking a laughter as I sit an my mind wonders. So back in door. I go Tv on just for the sound Little steps that’s what they say
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Its hard sitting there listening to coupled friends which all my friends are listening to their plans and what theyve been doing, my face is smiling but inside all i want to do is get up and leave, but like you said little steps
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Yep I no how you feel frinds invite me out there chatting away not realise ther talking around me not to me xx
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