I’m new to this forum, and I’ve no idea if this is allowed or not, so please bear with me.
I know I sound totally selfish, and I hate myself for it.
My husband is dying, and I feel like my life is falling apart. He has cancer and is terminally ill. He’s 40. We’ve been together for almost 19 years. We have one daughter, who is 16. She has complex learning difficulties and is on the Autistic spectrum. She seems to be coping much better than I am at the moment, but I know that’s just a delayed reaction, and I’m trying to prepare myself for when it hits her.
I don’t really know what I’m asking for, I just feel like everything is wrong. I’m so angry - like everything revolves around Covid, and nobody gives a stuff about anything else.