Hi Claire47,
Welcome to our Online Community, you’ll find that everyone here has experienced grief, so will have some idea of what you’re going through. It must be so hard for you to have lost your daughter under suspicious circumstances, and I am in complete admiration of you for the strength you’ve found to care for your daughter.
We have several other parents on this website who have lost a child. If you’d like to read about other’s experiences this is a particularly active and supportive thread about the loss of an adult child: Loss of our son aged 27
Nothing can lessen the pain of your loss, but I hope you can find some comfort here, knowing that we’re all going through the same thing.
Best Wishes,
Hazel
Online Community Team