Loosing my husband

My husband died very suddenly in January aged 50, and I’m finding it hard to move on; we have 2 children aged 13 & 16 who are coping very well but I’m not, I’m incredibly lonely as my husband was something of a recluse and unless I was doing something with the children I was home with him so although I have many friends very few knew my husband and I can’t talk about him to them…

Hi Pauline marie im very sorry for your loss.Dont be hard on yourself your nightmare is very raw .Your children have you but you lost your soulmate .Take it day by day your in this special club that never closes and where people fully understand your turmoil.Try and have some me time give yourself a break because unfortunately your nightmare will be patiently waiting when you return to reality .Dont be stranger on here no question or statement is trivial .Im sure there be others wholl reply to you .Welcome to this wonderful club Colin (im 57 my wife was 41 she passed 04032016 on her birthday )