Hi sue71, I lost my husband of 50 years and nothing seems to ease the pain, I have a wonderful cousin who has been a godsend but not really any friends. It is so hard and my heart goes out to you, even after 7 months I cry every day and wonder how I am going to get through, the only comfort I can give is saying ‘you are not alone’ 
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Thankyou so much this site is a godsend. Take care