losing a partner

my husband passed away 1 year ago on the 16th july 2023. its not got any easier at all.since he passed away i dont really go out to the rbl i have lost intrest in most things been dianosed boarderline depressed. all i want is my husband. i get so bad tempered at everthink even wirh my pets i dont hurt them i love them but i have changed and not for the better i cant be bothered to cook propley im tired my chest hursts and i cant breath when i get so upset i guess its my heart that is broken. i just want to be with my husband. i hear so many people say it gets easier but it dose not. i dont want to talk to a councillior it will not bring my dear husband home. i cry everday. i have had 5 jobs since march as had to leave my job as it was not enough money to live on and dwp wouldant help but i have gone back for two days a week with another job as a casuel worker. i just hate my life without my husband. i love him so much and miss him

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Donna, I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m struggling, especially today.

There is nothing I can say to make things better.

All I want is my wife. Nothing else.

Take every day at a time, every hour at a time.

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