2nd xmas eve without my dear husband i just miss him so much sat here on my own so sad and lonely without him i dont ever want to get over him. I wish i could turn back time though good and bad times he would be here with me know matter what. I love him so much. Its also the 10th xmas without dad i will never forget him i miss him so much. To everyone out there without there loved ones im here for you as well if you anyone ever want to speak im here
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Donna23, I hear you, I don’t ever want to get over’ my dear husband. it is my first Christmas without him. Yes, if we could turn back time. Eve n to the brief rows, I would do it all again. The missing is so difficult. I can’t believe I am surviving. The cat gives me a sense of care and duty
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Yes 2nd Christmas for me too, first Christmas Eve ever on my own xxx
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This is my second christmas eve too. I think it’s worse than the last one.
I couldn’t say why. I’ve avoided all the christmas movies and usual things we did together over the years. I just miss him so much it doesn’t take much to tip me over the edge.
I want to be brave. Maybe next year
Sending love
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My husband died a week ago and i feel lost and heartbroken.we were together for 27 years but the future looks bleak.im at home and everywhere i look has memories of him.im trying to hold it all together but its so hard.
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It is hard, its a horrible journey you’re not prepared for. Dont be too hard on yourself. Its so very soon. Everything feels completely unreal. You’ll be grateful for all of his things around you. I still have all of my husband’s things 23 months later. Take your time. We all get you. Sending you love
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Love and understanding to you all
I ‘get’ you all.
My third Christmas (how??!!)
The hardest one yet… It’s unbearable, it really is.
I have two dogs too. My little guardian angels in fluffy white coats.
My sidekicks, they look after me without even knowing that they are, they keep me going, they give me unconditional love…
I honestly do not know what I would have done without them
Love hugs and strength to you all
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Thank you to everone my heart goes out to you all as well. To butterfly its hard at anytime but so close to xmas well my heart goes out to. I just hope you have family around you. Take care everyone