It’s been 10 weeks since my beloved mother died, I’m finding the last couple of days really really hard, I haven’t stop crying, the only way I can describe what I’m feeling is a perpetual feeling of homesickness and that I can’t call my mum just to feel at ease. The thought of winter without my mum is scaring me, my home don’t feel cosy or comforting anymore, it feels cold and empty. I can’t stop thinking back to this time last year where my mum was still here with me providing me comfort and love, now I’m in a dark place where I can’t see any light in front or behind me, I’m in deep grief and depression.
Hi @D1n0
Thank you so much for sharing this with the community 
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I just wanted to let you know that you have been heard and you are not alone.
Take good care,
Alex