I lost my dad 6 months ago and now my life is worth nothing. He was my best friend and since mum did nearly 5 years ago we became inseparable. Since i killed him by no trying harder to get a doctor out to him and then withdrawing his treatment i have nothing. My life is a waste because i have nothing now. Mum and Dad were my life and theirs is over i have no purpose. I hate being with people and all the rubbish i have been put through from the hospital, the coroner the housing association my life is a mess. I just thought things couldnt get any worse when one of my neighbours shouted abuse at me while toasting absent people just fed up with everything
I’m so sorry for the loss of your dad, @welly. If you have a read of our Losing a parent category, you can see that you are not alone - many of our members have lost their dad and will understand some of what you’re going through.
It sounds like you’re feeling a lot of guilt. If you’d be interested in counselling, we offer free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I just wanted you to know you are not alone.
Take care,
Seaneen