I do not know where or how to start. Zoe my eldest (45) passed on last month very suddenly and totally shocking. At the time she was organising her Mum’s birthday party (my ex), which was two days later. She went to her bedroom to text the last few people on her list, as per Zoe she talked until very late. From piecing texts from friends we estimate one of these text was 4am . She received and answered text from a cousin at 7.10am. She went to sleep around that time, by early morning her Mum could not raise her, nor my other daughter.
Police were called who broke in, informing her disabled Mum who had struggled to her home, she was gone.
That was Mar 13 , we still do not know what the cause, we awaiting the results which were estimated at being up to 16 weeks, before we know
I still cannot describe what happened when my daughter rang me, I can remember, crumpling to the floor, from that moment I have been on and through an array of emotions, from Disbelief to hostile anger. We arranged a celebration of Zoe,s life with the terrific support from Funeral Director and Celebrant. The celebration was beautiful and colourful As was Zoe, Many readings an poems were read even a top tribute act for Robbie Williams recorded a special version of Angels for her. Her pink coloured casket was carried to a hearse while we stood on a verandah as her last journey was through the woods.
That was April 7th, I still feel numb,anger disbelief trying to hide away as much as possible, doing very little only sobbing and sobbing. Trying to support my ex, sons and daughters. But I just seem all over the place, lost and very empty
Hope I have not rambled too much