Losing my fiancé

I lost my fiance 2 month’s ago. I haven’t cried properly and i feel very guilty about it is this normal?

So sorry for your loss. Don’t feel guilty; everyone is different, and deals with grief in their own way. There’s no right or wrong way to grieve, and not everyone cries.

Yes it is normal. I was numb for weeks although I did cry buckets,each person grieves in ther own way,don’t beat yourself up.