Today is a hard day for me i am feeling so low cannot seem to shake the sadness away went out to the doctors today for my flu jab i got it for paul to keep me healthy but now i fell whats the point of all of this i miss him so much andvi think nobody understands why i still feels like this after 5 years but i do i loved my husband very much
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You’re not alone Sass, do what you have been doing, keep your chin up and walk on. Its hard, but is there anything about life that’s easy, if so I’ve not experienced it, losing your soul mate, again is another challenge, but I’m confident after death there is at least a conscious state, maybe we’ll find them there, but only when our time is up, I do believe in that (sorry not religious) but think anything stupid we do, then we don’t. Stay safe and strong as you are Sass X
Hi lisa 1
Thank you for your kind words the are appreciated but i just feel i cannot go on without him and you know when you do stupid things and they are not there to help you what do you do i feel so lost and empty at the moment cannot do anything right anymore
Sarah
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How have you got to 5 years Simon was ripped from me 4 months ago we were soo in love for 30 years spent every day together I know I will be broken until I see him again but how do I go on I am sobbing from morning till night friends and family have gone because I just cry all the time just don’t want to be without him winter is coming how do I get through
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Hi
I was with my husband paul for 44years and we did everything together wedid not like bieng apart so we spent a lot of time together i have never lived on my own i went from my parents home to bieng married and living with paul and we where so in love all my family saw that but pauls family never did it has been 5 years and yes i still miss him and still love him i always will and that is why it hurts so much losing your soulmate is the hardest thing that is ever thrown at you and there is no handbook on your grief nobody ever tells you that it is going to be this hard i miss him everyday and always will my life without him is so much different and i do not want to go on without him
Sarah
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