Been out today and its been awful i am in macdonalds car pak crying i could not hold it in anymore i was eating and tears just came rolling down my face oh i wish i could stop feeling like this but i cannot there is rush hour traffiyc and all i can think is lucky them they are going back to there husbands,wife’s,partners me i am going home to a empty house yet again this was something else me and paul would do now and again come and get a macdonalds now its little old me and how i feel so alone and old wish i had him here now i cannot keep dropping all of this on my nephew its just not fair life is so cruel
Sarah