Hi
I am here again i thought i was having a not so.bad day but then it comes that time where you close the blinds and the world out and the sadness comes over me its now time when we would be watxhing the telly paul loved emmerdale so we would always have a chat about what was on when the adverts came on , the job that paul did meant he met some of the cast he met lorriane chase and chris chittel they where both lovely as i met them to a d he also met david jason i did not it was a lovely thing to remember and to kniw these people also met my wonderful guy i miss him everyday and just wish he was here and could make me feel better than i do i know i will never have him here again with me but the pain and the biggest void he has left can never be filled i miss you my gorgeous wonderful husband i will always love you and miss you more than words can ever say
