Losing my husband

Well i am not in a good place right now i just want oit of this world and go.and be with the love of my life i have had enough now people tell me go out and meet people and i did that and what happens i get hurt that is why i dont let this world in as there is people in it who will use you and this person new i was not coping with losing my husband plays about with my emotions and then says i do not have time for you anymore this is why i never let anyone in yes i was lonely on my own and trying to cope but i would never have let anyone do that to me and i would never play with someones emotions that was grieving like i am that is the worst thing anbody could do to another human bieng i do hope they are very happy with what they jave do e

I didn’t feel meeting people was better for me. Not all advice is for everyone. It kind of grossed me out to have to deal with people when all I wanted is my husband. Not their fault not mine. Maybe that’s a UK thing to be social as and American we are not. We bundle up and avoid people when stressed. Fortunately the Internet may open gaps for us. Leonard Cohen said that is where the light comes in. Peace to you