Hi everybody
I posted on here in the early hours of the morning and i have embarrased myself please do not take any offence from what i have said i apoligise wholeheartely to everone this will never happen again i can promise you that i am so upset with myself it has made me very emointal today as i say my greatestbappoligies to everyone i bwver meant to offend i am going to stay off for a while till i feel less embarased and less emoinal
So so sorry
Sarah
Hi, Sassychic - don’t worry & keep sharing. We all understand.
Sarah stop it!! It’s fine. You’re just talking out loud. Sure everyone feels the same it simply doesn’t matter.
DO NOT BEAT YOURSELF UP!
Big sloppy kiss coming your way. And yes probably be yucky, wet and horrible! Hope that brings a smile to you! 
Hi kitkat
Thanks for that its just.people think i am looking for a man and that is the last thing i am doing i do not want another man paul was my first and will be my.last and that has upset me that people think like that
Sarah
Hi Sarah
Please don’t worry, no one is offended by anything you wrote I’m sure.
Keep posting, we are all in the same boat. My head is so full of worries I would have talked through with my husband. Now he’s gone at least we have people here that understand.
Take care x
Hi helen39
I have asked the site admin to take it down then peoole will not make assumptions of me which is what some are doing
Thank you
Sarah
Sarah think we all feel like that!
I sometimes think it’s possible that we want to just feel!
Probably not a correct way of putting it a bit like self harm cutting to feel.
Can really see how people turn to drugs, drink and self harm! Just need to feel something.
No you are not getting away without another sloppy kiss
Take care my darling x
Sarah, please don’t berate yourself. You highlighted the what shouldn’t be the unmentionable’ to the mentionable’. We are all feeling, needing, living beings in the psychological, emotional and physical sense. In Intimate relationships we miss everything.