Hi
I am awake again @5.10am why because i have no one else to talk to so i put it on here when i lost paul that was hard on me my grief is still here and just as justified as anyone elses it was 5 yrs ago and some people on her it might be 5 days or 5 weeks or even 5 months but it is still all the same some people might get over it some might not we are all different and please do not want to be my friend as i have had enough of that where people come into your life to be your friend then do not want to be that is just as hurtful as the grief you are in i have had so many people do that and its hurtful very hurtful i have had them all say your to chatty well thats what 5yrs on your own does to you i should chanfe my username to miss chatty then you would all knowi have only been told that on here not in my life not even my family or my husband ever said it to me so talk to me if you like or not but be warned i am chatty and if you don’t like that its your problem not mine and i am never going to appolgise to anybody for bieng that chatty but what i dislike is people wanting to be your friend till they realise how chatty i am then want to ignore me well that is just plain god dam rude and them sort of people do not get my respect at all where is the point so chat if you want to but be warned i am very chatty and if you don’t like that then do not chat to me as i find it veey hurtful when i get ignored its plain rude i will wait to see how many people reply to me if any
Sarah x