Hi
As I said I had posted on my social.media page.for any of my family free for Sunday lunch I did not say it was my birthday they should know that well I am second best.choice 1brother as so called girlfriend let him down so might as well go out for a meal with me and his daughter only if we change the time of the meal great do I not get any say the other brother said his wife had something planned with ther 5yr old granddaughter but u could go.to bingo with them that.night when I told him I was going out with the other brother he said you will not have time to.enjoy.your.meal drop the other brother off and go out with them.so.he said we can do.it another week I thought this is lovely is it not I am still piggy in the middle off these two who do not get.on at all I just wish I had never posted what I did but I have had 4 birthdays on my own and I would just like it if they came.out for me that is never going.to happen between these two and I am now fed up with it I will go for the meal drop.my brother off and come.home and never ask again next year is a special birthday and if I am still here I will spend it on my own bubblegum to them I will get a takeaway carvery and bring it home and have the meal.on my own wish I had done that on Sunday my big mistake thinking any off them would want to go out with me how silly am I next year I am.going to have a victicous boyfriend and tell them I am going away with him for the weekend see hiw they react to that I already know the answer they think I should be a nun a never go out not even to.a pub I said it to one brother and he said to me why would you want to.go into.a.pub why would you want to.do.anything like that anymore what am I supposed to do stop.at home till I die great is it not how close family think I am beginning to doubt myself maybe I should stay at.home and become a nun then they would be happy
Sarah 