Well that’s it took my meds drinking my coffee and going to my bed and please god please take me out of this pain that I am in I am miserable without paul I need him just let me go to sleep and not wake up I will be happy and so will everybody else everybody will cheer hooray miss misery gone at last nobody wants or needs me so what is the point to any of this please god need me I need to be needed and be loved and that can only happen if you let me come up there and be with my paul
I know what you’re feeling. I often think if I have a heart attack, if this tunnel falls in on me, if I get this or that the pain will end but unfortunately we have to carry on. Maybe something we will do will help someone.
Sending you a hug
Tom
My wife Donna passed in 2022. It never gets easier to live without her. I believe it is our duty to live, if only to keep their memory alive in us, despite the pain it causes. I hope you can find it within you to be kind to yourself. Matt x
just let me go to sleep and not wake up I will be happy and so will everybody else everybody will cheer hooray miss misery gone at last nobody wants or needs me so what is the point to any of this please god need me I need to be needed and be loved and that can only happen if you let me come up there and be with my paul