Losing my husband

Hi

Everybody tells me to get out you will feel.better I have been out today shopping and I feel worse there is never anyone to talk to I never see a soul that new me and paul I really never thought it could be this lonely I even contacted my best friend well she is supposed to be she never even new who was on the phone and that just made.me feel a whole lot worse because I wanted to see her but she is away on holiday and when I asked her where she was would you believe it she is at the caravan site where me and paul used to have our caravan not that I would have gone to see her as I would.wait to be invited I will not go anywhere without an invite first can any one tell.me is it meant to feel this bad or does.it.get any better 5yrs on and I still feel the same I cannot have meds to lift my mood because of my epilepsy meds and losing my licence my only bit of independence left so.you see going out does.not work for.me

Sarah

In my view family and friends suffer from compassion fatigue after a death and try to avoid you,I learned after my wife’s death that life had now gone and a new chapter in my life was starting,and although never forgotten in truth just a memory,that old saying springs to mind, smile and the world smiles with you…….

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