Hi
Well I was not very well tonight i had my dinner and i felt really bad pain in the top off my tummy i am fed up with this pain now I have had it for nearly a week I don’t want to go to the doctors everytime I go there they find something else wrong with me fed up on getting ailments its been 5yrs of it now I don’t want anymore ailments who wants a woman with ailments and I not the best looking girl and I know that i see a lovely girl called georgina who is trying to help me feel better about myself she gave me post it notes last time that say I am kind , I do deserve to be happy and lots more that I don’t think I deserve if God put me on this earth to be with paul and gels him when he got ill well that’s over and done with so now I feel nobody needs me or even wants me so why am I still here I don’t know the answer to any off that except i am not coping at all on my own and I know that .
Sweetlady 