Losing my husband

Hi

Why is it everytime I go out i feel.like screaming the young man that bumped my car the other day I got out of mine and I screamed.at him it was a.combination of everything the car was fine no damage but what about.me.my sanity honestly I am fed up done with men they just don’t have any compassion in them at all all I wanted that day was to ring paul and I knew that was not possible but he was the only one I could rely on instead I rang my nephew and I got stop getting upset how could I do that I just wanted paul to drive up to.the car.park where I was and hold me is that to much well it is now he is gone and I am on my own nobody to just come up and give you the hug you need I have not been out since Friday in my car I want to go out but this is the second driver that has knocked my confidence both men the first one wrote my car off with me in it and wanted to take me to court waited till the Friday as we where due to go to court to say he was at fault and excepted full liability does not make me feel.any better there will never be another guy like my husband paul kind and caring wish he was here right now losing him was the hardest part off my life he will always be in my thoughts .

Sweetlady