I hate myself when i feel this way why do i have to feel.this pain i know paul never meant to leave me here alone but thats what happened i lost thd best thing that ever came into my life he treated me like a queen and did to much for.me and i miss him he was my everything and i do not know how you ever get over that type off loss 
Sweetlady
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Hello again my friend, I don’t think we ever forget our loved ones who have passed. We have to find a new way to go on with our lives without them, as painful as it is. We will be reunited with our loved ones someday 
. God bless you 
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Dear Sarah,
yes, these painful days with so much sadness are very difficult to endure.
Everything you write on here is proof positive of your very strong and deep love for Paul.
Your strong love does reach him in Heaven and he is looking out for you, patiently awaiting your reunion, which will be for eternity.
May God bless, guide and comfort you!
Kind regards - Joe
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I hope you are having a more peaceful day today, we all share your pain and keep posting if it helps x