Losing my husband

Nearly 5 months since he died. Haye being on my own, everything seems pointless. Not sleeping well, eating badly. Feeling overwhelmed. I am ok when I am with people but as soon as Iget home I am in despair again. Will it ever get any better


Sending love @Clarewa53
Our journeys on this awful bereavement path are all different so nobody can categorically say what it will be like for anyone else.
I am 8 months in and some days now are certainly better. I am very busy all the time , sometimes too much so for my liking, but I do think it helps.