Thank you, I am ok. After such a short time you don’t really have good days just days when it is not as bad.
My wife and myself really loved each other, we were so close we shared everything even down to us going together to fill her car with Petrol at the filling station. I miss her dreadfully every minute of every day and yes I cry every day, more than once. But I feel her here in the house, in the garden, everywhere I go because she is always with me in my heart. We had lots of time really to discuss everything over the 13 years we were together and we agreed that whoever died first the other would read this poem at their funeral
And if I go,
while you’re still here…
Know that I live on,
vibrating to a different measure
–behind a thin veil you cannot see through.
You will not see me,
so you must have faith.
I wait for the time when we can soar together again,
–both aware of each other.
Until then, live your life to its fullest.
And when you need me,
Just whisper my name in your heart,
…I will be there.
Keep these sentiments in your mind and your relations will always be there, yes it might make you cry, I always do. But you will never be alone.