I’m so sorry for the loss of your mother, @Ash27. Sadly, you are not alone - many of our members have lost their mothers and will understand some of what you’re going through.
Your post reminded me of this one by @Cara_mia24 - they also have a baby and lost their mum. Maybe you can connect with each other?
Your loss is so recent, please do try to be gentle with yourself right now. I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support - I just wanted you to know that you have been heard.