I lost my mum to Covid last year, but it feels like it was only this morning. I’m totally devastated. I have no interest or motivation to do anything or go on. Everything in my world has changed. I’m totally lost. I feel so incredibly lonely & unloved.
I feel that people don’t understand and some people make the most insensitive comments, such as “it was God’s will”. Everyone else’s lives seem to carry on.
I’ve never experienced anything like this before. My mum was the most important person in my life. I have been engaging in counselling but im still totally consumed by loss & darkness. I want to try to move forward as I know that’s what my mum would want, but I just can’t x