Hello everyone
I too have anxiety, I’ve been on anti depressants for years so dont know what else the GP would consider apart from increasing the dosage I suppose.
I feel so lonely everyday, but today I’m scared as I know that I’ll never see him again. I really miss him so much, he was my world.
Once we are out of lockdown what do I do, I only have one good friend to meet up with and that will only be once a week I’ll see her.
My boys have their own lives but said their take me out for a meal or the beach.
Nothing’s the same, life is dull.
My hobble is drawing, but I can’t concentrate for long. When will I function?
When will I concentrate again?
When will the constant tears stop?
When will this pain go?
Today washed up and put a wash on, I’m feeling confused, scared all the time.
Said to myself to think of our happy memories, but they hurt too much. Trying to think of how he always made me laugh, but that hurts too much. Grieving is torture.
I think a lot about everyone on here, the pain you are in.
Sending a warm hug.
Amy x
Amy49
Everything you have just written could of been written by me.
I am lost lonely scared and am so so sad I sob uncontrollably for him.
I am in a bubble with my daughter and grandchildren but even if they are here with me I feel like I’m on the outside looking in I don’t belong.
I guess we get up each day and get through it best we can In the hope we one day learn to cope,
Virtual hugs 