This is the first time ive posted. Its been 15wks since i lost hubby, the love of my life, my reason for living. I felt i was doing ok but this week im finding it tough. November holds many memories my birthday, anniversary of the first time i saw him, anniversary of the first time we kissed. Cant worry the children with my woes but i feel totally lost, alone and abandoned. No sleep cant stop crying. Dont like feeling this way.
Life can truly be so hard and there waves that come can be so difficult. Sometimes after having a period of calm, these waves can really knock us down but remember they don’t last long.
The calm does return and I’ve found 9 months on, that the gap between the waves is longer.
Times when dates are coming of specific events, are hard, but I do find the anticipation of the day worse than the actual day itself.
Thank you for your comforting words.
Hi @Ali29
Thank you for your comforting words.
I am only coming upto 6 months next week. Some days i am so upset no reason.
I have got through our 36 wedding anniversary in August my 66th birthday in October now christmas and a new year without him will be hard.
I know we must move on in order to get through life without them as we must not take anything for granted and who knows what time we have left.
I dont enjoy being on my own but this is what i have now. I just feel sometimes i dont see or talk to anyone for days but there are people out there who do that on a daily basis. Life is too short i miss him lots but time goes by and i dont want to waste what time i have left.
Take care
Lynne x