I’m so sorry to hear about your big brother, @Dkin. It sounds like it was such a shock to you. You’re not alone and will find support here from others who have lost their siblings. @Nick22 and @HS5842 talk about the loss of their brothers on this thread - maybe you can connect with them?
Please do talk about your brother as much as you would like to - the community is here for you.
You may also find these Sue Ryder resources helpful as you cope with the death of your brother.
- Our Losing a sibling support page
- Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
- Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS
- Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
- Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through.
Take care and keep reaching out,
Seaneen