Losing your mum

Hi. I’m Claire. I’m 39 from Scotland. I lost my mum on 6th of October 2024. She had Multiple Sclerosis. She was just 62 years old. She lived with me and she received care from Marie curie at home. She was surrounded by her loved ones and listening to her favourite Michael buble when she passed away. I never thought I would lose a parent so young. I miss her so much. My house no longer feels like home. I don’t have kids so it’s just me and my cats now. Every day is a battle to even get out of bed. If it wasn’t for my cats being hungry I probably wouldn’t. I am a type 1 diabetic and I admit I haven’t been taking the best care of myself lately. Please tell me this will get easier.