My partner and i have been together 14 years
In October it will be 11 uears since i lost my father to cancer . He also lived wirh me
He was my best friend as well as my dad
2 years after he passed away my partners father took his own life due to having MS
2 years after rhat she lost her sister to cancer
2 years after that i lost my brother to heart disease
2 years after that she lost her mother to covid
Im struggling massively will so much loss over a short amount of time
Our relationship is a mess
Im terrified of getting close to her . I cant loose her too
However we cant carry on the way we are
Hello @Daywalker711,
I’m part of the Online Community team and I can see that you are new to the community - I’d like to thank you for bravely starting this thread and sharing how you are feeling. I’m so sorry to hear you have experienced so many losses. Most community members have sadly experienced the death of a loved one and so will understand some of what you are going through.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support. In the meantime, you may wish to look at these Sue Ryder resources which might be helpful.
- Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
- Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
- Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through.
You might also want to look at: Losing a parent - coping with the death of a parent | Sue Ryder and https://www.sueryder.org/grief-support//experiencing-loss/sibling
I really hope you find the community helpful and a good source of support and I also hope you feel you can access more support should you need it.
Thank you again for sharing – please keep reaching out and know that you are not alone.
Take care,
Alex