Recently lost my brother suddenly and feel totally alone. Very low mood and crying all the time.
I am so sorry that you have lost your brother. I know exactly what you mean by feeling totally alone. My brother died suddenly a year ago. He was 14 months older than me so I’d known him my whole life. I adored him, I feel as if I have lost a part of myself. I feel alone without him, even though I have friends and places to go. I keep a photograph of him by my bedside. I wish I could find words to comfort you. Time passes and it doesn’t get better, but it just smoothes out the rough edges, a bit like wearing in a new pair of shoes. That sounds absolutely awful, but I mean you just become accustomed to your new life without him, although it isn’t the life you would have chosen. He will always be with you in your heart, and nothing can take that away.