Two and a half years ago a war started in my home country while I was abroad. My partner and daughter were killed, ever since I’m trying to live for the only person who’s been through everything with me, my mum. But with all the support she gives me I can’t to “move forward”, I’m stack and trying to accept he fact I’m here, they are not.
I don’t know how one recovers from such a tragic loss of 2 loved ones. It is good that you have your mother to console you, some of us would do anything to be able to call mom during our time of loss as no one knows better than mom.
Perhaps professional counseling will help you manage your grief. You have survived for 2.5 years and feel stuck but a counselor can help you move forward.
I am so very sorry, I know your heart is broken into pieces. I hope you find peace in the memories of the wonderful life you had and find the strength to live again.