I feel so alone in my grief since i lost my husband of 14 years. We were so similar and so loved up.
I feel i can’t go on living with out him. Its been two months now. Ive got to the point that i want to go home to God.
I am so tired and i am running out of fighting to stay alive. My husband was the strong one in our relationship. I just feel so lost without him. He always carried me and never wanted to me stress about anything.
He was so brave with a soft heart.
I don’t know what to do.
I am to shy to open up to people, that i am in emotional pain.
2 Likes
Hello, I am so sorry for your loss. You are not alone at all. There are some truly harrowing stories on this site. People in pain, just like yours and mine, but you have taken the first big step by reaching out . My husband passed away in April this year and it is the most gut wrenchingly painful thing I have ever been through. We were together for 39 years. I have no magic wand to take it all away but I do believe that time really does help us heal . Do you have any friends or family who support you?
Big virtual hugs to you…jo
1 Like
Thank you for responding back .Your kind words have given me comfort. I am getting support from my family and my late husband family. It hurts when your the only one in the family dealing with this grief. I am waiting to get counselling for 4 weeks no hope. Waiting list is very long.
God bless
Thank you huggies to you 
too x
1 Like