loss of my best friend

currently heartbroken, but have to focus on her 4 beautiful children & arranging her funeral, even tho im dealing with this it doesn’t feel real, I still expect her 2 call me or to wake frm this horrible nightmare, she lost her battle with C (hate the word) after only 6months, we didn’t even have time to let the news sink in b4 it started spreading aggressively & even tho we knew time was limited we didn’t expect this :broken_heart: