My nan passed nearly 3 weeks ago now and I’m struggling with accepting it. She had dementia for 13 years so for about 10 of those I was already grieving her. I’m finding myself feeling angry about it all as none of my memories with her are fresh, I can’t remember the last time I had a proper hug off her and I can’t remember her voice properly. But then I feel selfish for feeling that way as she was suffering. I’m not angry at my nan, I’m angry at the world. I have lost people before in my life but no one as close to me as my nan so all these feelings are new and I’m finding them hard to deal with
Am so sorry For you loss @Dan1620
I never got a chance to see my grandma,she passed before I was born,my mum passed when I was 3yrs, my dad passed when i was 7yrs, my husband passed when I am 29yrs .
Let me Hope you will find peace please 
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I’m so sorry for your loss sweetheart. It’s such a hard thing to deal with. Wishing you the absolute best x
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