It’s been a challenging 9 months! As I write this I cannot believe it has been this long already since my Nan sadly passed in October 2022, at the incredible age of 80. I’m still reliving and struggling to deal with my trauma of when I found her. It was the most gut-wrenching and soul-destroying moment of my life.
She was my World, the ‘Mum’ like figure who has always been by my side and supported me every step of the way. She was always there to lend a hand when times got tough, provide guidance and steer me onto the right path.
She was an incredible woman who was career driven, caring, inspirational and above all the brilliant Nan you could ever wish for. Although at times she was tough, she was always fair. Having lived with her for over 7 years, our bond grew, I became her carer taking her on trips to the supermarkets, mini trips to Lakeside, trips to London (where she grew up) and a multitude of restaurants over the years. She was very accepting of my being LGBTQ+, and I was so privileged that I was able to share with her that I got engaged to my long-term partner of 9 years before her passing. I was so excited for her to come to the wedding, but this will never happen.
Even after 9 months, I’m lost, heartbroken and still finding my feet in dealing with daily life. We shared an incredible bond that will never be broken and I know that she will always be with me. I miss her dearly, especially her cups of tea. She always made the best tea!
She will forever be in my heart. 
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