Hello, I am new here and after reading some posts feel this community will help me too.
My nanna passed away 4 months ago tomorrow, the lead up to her death was really tough too for nearly 3months with seeing her every day and all she went through. We had such a close bond and she was my safe place throughout my life. I feel really quite lost, tearful which just overcomes me with no motivation to do much. I am doing what I need to working, housework etc but everything else I just can’t really be bothered.
I have been invited out for a night away in a few weeks for a special event, and thinking about it this morning triggered me to feeling really anxious.
This is really tough, and I feel although I know I’m not that I am getting on peoples nerves with how I feel