Today is an awful day for me last ur was the only day i didnt visit my son and he passed away, i found him the next day sloughed on the stairs i thought he had a seizure but unfortunately he had passed away the day before i cant ever forgive myself for not calling that day i may of been able to save him. Tomorrow we will go to his gave on the anniversary of his death heartbreaking i just wish he was here xx
I am sorry to hear of the loss of your son and that today has been an awful day for you.
It is normal to keep replaying the events in your head and wondering what you might have done differently. You were not to know how that particular day was going to turn out, no one would have.
There is an organisation called The Compassionate Friends and they have a help line number 0345 123 2304. It is open every day of the year from 10am - 4pm and 7pm - 10pm. Your call will be answered by a volunteer bereaved parent. It might be of help and support to you to speak to someone from this organisation.
We will be thinking of you on the anniversary of your sons passing tomorrow, please take care of yourself and continue to reach out any time.