Hi all , ive have lost my mum my dad and my brother . And 3 good friends . Im so scared of loss its like im waiting for the next person 
. This makes me very sad and i keep it inside myself . Why does life have to be so cruel? Why do we lose those who we love ? , I keep looking for a anwser to all off this but it never because any clearer to me ?? Why just why :*( .
Hi @Stel94
I can see that you’re new to the community, so I wanted to say that I am so sorry for the loss of your mum, dad, brother and three good friends that brings you here.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I wanted to share a few Sue Ryder resources with you that may help right now.
- Our Grief Guide is a self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
- Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS
- Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
- Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through.
Thank you again for sharing – please keep reaching out and know that you are not alone.
Take care,
Kate
Sue Ryder Online Community team