Hello everyone ,first time on here.
Just to let you know i find ot comforting reading that im not alone in how i feel.
Lost my wife to cancer last year ,she only got 3 months after diagnosed ,so it was a quick ,painful ,heart breaking experience ,to watch your absolute soul mate wither away ,while you stand at her side helpless.
She was 59 years old and as fit as a fiddle.
We had been abroad on holiday the month before being diagnosed right out of the blue.
The hate i had for this world and others has subsided a bit on the unfairness of it all.
But life must go on ,just had her headstone erected this week ,up earlier today with my daughters ,the journey has been ,and still is ,horrendous.
She was my EVERYTHING.
Take care everyone ,my heart bleeds for you all.
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So very sorry.
This is a very supportive site.
Rose x
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Similar story to mine and my husband but Iām not so far down the road as only 2 months in.
Life is so unfair but I try remember the good parts when I am able to and when I am able to see a glimpse of light in the black hole that is everyday living now.
Keep going. I hope it gets easier for us all.
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