Hi all, my dad passed away a week today 
and the ache im feeling is like nothing iv felt before. I was and always will be daddys girl, i was with him when he took his last breath, he had been battling cancer for a year and for the last 4 months i had been caring for him.
It feels like iv a slow punture in my heart at the min 
So sorry Irishgirl,
You describe the pain so well. Hopefully you’ll find help and support here 
; I have.
Thank you, its feels like its a bad dream 
Yes i lost my mum in November and im still battling through, finding things so difficult. I used to be my mums carer still in disbelief. Just take care of yourself, i go swimming which helps take the edge off xxx
Aww im sorry to hear that. It really is crap isnt it? I was such a daddys girl and went everywhere with him, he taught me so much but didnt teach me how to go on without him xx
Hi. I’m so sorry. I lost my dad before Christmas and that’s exactly how it feels. It’s such a horrible pain. This site has been helpful for me and I hope it is for you as well. 
Im sorry for your loss. Its an ache iv never felt before 
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Im very blessed i had my dad for 48 wonderful years and made so many memories with him xx
Thank you. It never feels long enough, I think, not matter how old they are, but every year with them is one to treasure. The pain is horrible, wish none of us had to bear it.
Aww it really sucks, my dad was 78 when he passed so im blessed and grateful i had him for so long. Always daddys girl x
No it is never long enough, just so tough i saw her everyday and going past places i used to take her too the hairdressers etc really messess with my head. Feeling really down at the moment. Sorry you are going through this too xxx
I can barely go anywhere without being reminded because we did so much together. It’s torture. Sending hugs.
Yes it is i feel exactly the samexx Hugs to you too xx