Lost my dad to lung cancer, He was diagnosed last year and I lost him this year on 29/03/18 - 2:33am
Since then I have been doing cocaine heavily , not sleeping , not knowing what to do with myself , Feel like I’ve lost half of my body. Writing on here today because I don’t know where to turn or what to do, Only way I can sleep is if I’m
drunk and drugged out of my mind and I am not proud to admit that, Don’t know where to go from here only I know I don’t want my pain and habits to hurt anyone else surrounded by me. Lost a child years back but never thought life could hurt this hard.